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Monday, June 16, 2014

Attachment

Hey readers.. or nobody, sometimes I feel nobody reads my blog, but that actually kinda encourages me to write more, because it feels more secure. I'm the type of person that likes to be secure, and not get attached to things because it will not go away easy. I even stopped having tea in the morning because the day that I don't, or when I wake up early, I get a headache.

So there's this app called Memoir that I downloaded a while ago, and then deleted, but I'm still registered and it still can access my social accounts because I didn't stop that. The app basically syncs all your social accounts, even accesses the pictures and videos you take with your phone and things you receive on whatsapp and other IM apps, and then it creates a board of all your memories. Now that I deleted the app I don't have the board anymore, but since I didn't delete the account I still get emails from them. Once in a while, it surprises me with a memory that happened exactly a year ago from this day.

Now getting to my point, a year ago yesterday, I tweeted "Didn't think it was possible But I think I forgot.... Almost". The truth is, I was more like wishing I could forget. When you get attached, it takes a lot of effort to dis-attach, and the more you are attached the more its harder. The tweet was about a person who was..is..will always be important to me, no matter what I say or do. You could try, and try, and keep trying. Replacement could be an answer, but when deep inside you, you don't really want to forget, which I am in this case, it won't work. Getting busy on the other hand could help, a little, or a lot. And when I have just finished college and quit my job and haven't found one yet, it is quiet hard to not think about that person.

Speaking of attachments, doesn't Outlook (formerly Hotmail) suck, is very slow and keeps hanging when you try to attach? Whenever it happens I open my Gmail and VOOM! the email is sent. Sometimes I think of totally switching to my Gmail but the problem is most of my subscriptions are on Hotmail and I am to lazy to switch. I guess I'm attached to Hotmail huh?!

Umm, OK back to the subject..

So here's a piece of advice for all of you out there, or for myself maybe, don't ever get attached to anyone. Love from the bottom of your heart, live your life to the fullest, enjoy and make something out of yourself and let no room be for regret. But don't let people pull you down, and never wait for people to make your day, make it for yourself. Its a matter of limitations, or maybe balancing, that people need to learn. Its hard, I know, but that's how life is.

P.S: Ukh, I know I keep saying that I'll blog more but I don't eventually, I should really change that. OK I promise, one more blog post this week. Want a hint about what is it?.. Remember all the things I wanna learn?.. It's a part of it ;)

That's it for now.

Surf Safely Readers, or Nobody,
Dreamer!