People of The Toilet Institute

You must run into one of those at least once in your life and they'd make a huge impact. You'll either hate the world or hate yourself and suicide. You're probably wondering what's up with the name, people of the toilet institute?! Well the one ruining my life currently tends to go to the toilet so often, and I actually believe that such people belong there. Yes, it should be written in there passport somewhere (Hometown: Toilet!).

So here's the deal with those people, when you meet them first, they are the sweetest, well behaved, generous, caring, gentle, and all-in-one type of person. They suck you in immediately and you start wanting to be around them and listen to them and maybe be like them. Which is just exactly what they want from you. But as soon as you are fooled by their great charm, BAAM!! here comes the other face..

"The other face" is basically the real them. Obnoxious. Two-faced, back stabbing people who pretend to be your BFF. They talk about you behind your back all the time, and talk about other people to you as well. They find the littlest, stupidest thing to make an issue of, that it would be so lame to argue with them and therefore they'd win. But then its pointless to argue anyway because whatever it is, ITS YOUR FAULT! Oh yeah, they're such perfect people, how dare you say its her fault? She can't make mistakes she's Goddess.

Now the institute is basically made of 95% women, 4% men, and 1% animals. Women women women! Mostly spinsters and divorcees. They are so annoying coz basically they hate life and they want everyone else in the world to be the same! My boss has actually once told me not to ever think about marriage and focus on my career, and she's a spinster btw. She goes to work at dawn and stays at least til' 8 pm.

Sometimes I petty them. Its sad, their lives I mean, sometimes I try to understand and not muck or hate them coz I know they must have gone throu something in their lives that made them become this way, and its not in their hands to control it. I only fear becoming like them when I get older, I AM a Female after all, it could be in my genes :P

For now, let's just hope that I don't turn to that road. And if I do, God forbid, you are totally entitelled to shoot me in the head!!

Surf Safely,
Dreamer!

Change..

I believe everything happens for a reason. Don’t little things sometimes happen to you, and then later on something else happens that makes you understand why the first thing happened to you? As in a little problem or a person you met or something you discovered helps you with something else later on. It could be a lesson you learn, or a realization of facts.. Sometimes it’s something big that will make you change completely and permanently. That has happened to me.

I mean I always try to enhance from little things and understand why things work out the way they do. There’s always a reason for your suffering! It’s something better that God has kept for you just if you have a little patience, you’ll get to it. And every time it happens, something changes in me. I change daily and I try to become the best person I could be. A dear person’s death could really change you.. It could either make you a better or a worse person. And the change would be drastic. A death of a friend is just inconsolable. As I believe friends are gifts from God, meeting those unique yet similar to you people, getting to know them, seeing how they stand beside you for no reason, teach you what they know and just love you for no reason at all is a great gift from God. And losing that gift has unexplainable sorrow. And then you’d think; what if I die tomorrow? Will they remember me? Will they pray for me? Did I make a difference? Did I help someone become a better person? Was it enough and was it all that I could have done? I am also a gift from God so did I use myself well?

So I decided to change all the bad things I see in myself. To become a better person, a better Muslim! I’m quitting a lot of things that I used to do.. And now is the hard part. When you force yourself to get changed, a lot of things and people try to stop it. The little devil in everyone and in you tries to make you the worse person that you could turn to. But I have faith. I have decided and no one can change my mind. For I know that this is the right thing to do – This is my right decision.

I don’t think I’ll ever become good enough for me, I’ll always want to be better. I want to excel!

Surf Safely,

Dreamer!

The Blog: In My Point of View!

I wanted to create a blog and I had no idea what the h**l I'm gonna write in it. It took me a while to actually decide to go through with it. I had a million idea. And I'm going to put my million ideas in it.

The blog will be everything I think about, everything I dream about, everything I want!

I just realized that I haven't introduced myself .. How rude of me!

I'm Salma Al Blushi, born and raised in UAE. I am a businesswoman, I own a chain of stores in the country and I'm considering going global soon. I am a photographer and I adore art, which is why I opened a gallery as well. I am a writer, an aspiring one you might say as I've just published my first book "My thoughts in my Words".

I wish! :P .. Nothing but the first sentence of that was true, the rest is just dreams of mine that I wanna succeed. I'm only 20 how can I be all of that already?!

Anyways.. So the blog is gonna be me basically. What I think, how I see things, my perspective of things and people, and my experiences.

This is gonna be the place where I get to be myself, where I don't have to act to satisfy other people's needs.

I hope you guys enjoy the bulls**t I write and keep reading. I'd hate to be talking to myself here. I'm not that crazy after all ;P

That's it for now.

Surf Safely,
Dreamer!